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dragon, witch, combat doll

you might learn more

nilix replied 01 Aug 2026 14:22 +0000
in reply to: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/5zzr56m17WhsJqHlGn

so yeah my plan for the moment is

  • keep working on polycrisis
  • finish the hentai set im working on and release it for sale/on subscription
  • get back on the software train with kuro, underbbs, and ryudov2

any help to make sure i can get the g wagon reinsured and renew the registration for another 2 years (about $300 in upfront costs) before the end of this month would be appreciated <3

https://lightcrystal.systems/support

nilix replied 01 Aug 2026 14:14 +0000
in reply to: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/s5D925HW6Gxw2j63x5

and fuck the co op, seriously. my back is a mess after 3 months, this one spot on my thigh keeps chafing and getting ingrown hair from the repetitive movement and the supid dress code (cause i cant wear my shorts and i can only wear my dress or skirt so often cause laundry), and i dont have any time to spend with my girlfriends. on top of being broke

nilix posted 01 Aug 2026 12:14 +0000

if im gonna be broke regardless id rather be a destitute artist and freelancer living out of my van than work my ass off full time just to afford rent on my house...

nilix posted 31 Jul 2026 18:08 +0000

in case anyone was wondering how easy it is to deploy a service update with #dollctl

you make a tarball with your executable and accompanying files
you navigate to your host in the sigil UI and click the "sv" tab
you click on the service you're deploying
you upload the tarball

once the upload is complete the service is unpacked, linked, and started in the background automatically

#sysadminDay #stacklessStack

nilix posted 31 Jul 2026 17:44 +0000

oh wow i finally figured out why the websocket connection lifetime on underbbs was so weird. the conn.CloseRead(ctx) call makes sure that the context cancels when the websocket disconnects even though the HTTPHandlerFunc hasn't returned yet!

nilix posted 31 Jul 2026 15:03 +0000

still in awe that a manager at a small local MSP told me this week that my 8 years of professional IT industry experience were immaterial to lv 2 technician position because i have never worked in an MSP before.

nilix posted 30 Jul 2026 05:11 +0000

#sketchbook

prototype of a cyborg huntress character, there will probably be more of her

A pale woman with long silver hair and blue eyes walking forward casually with a sword hanging in her left hand and her right hand acrackle with lightning, raised in a backhanded claw; she is dressed in all black, a sleeved muffler over a crop top and tight jeans with a belt, with robotic gauntlets and boots. she has a malicious smirk and a sidelong glance to her left, her blue eyes the only pop of color on the page

nilix posted 26 Jul 2026 14:45 +0000

fuck capitalism. been working myself to the bone for 3 months and have 2 measly days of PTO to show for it, and i have to spend one of them today to give myself a 3 day weekend to recover from a workplace injury...

nilix posted 25 Jul 2026 14:09 +0000

ive been awake for an hour and a half and i have

  • drawn lineart for a dirty picture
  • remained naked

maybe i should get ready for work >>

nilix posted 21 Jul 2026 14:13 +0000

love being so poor i can't even afford to do a load of laundry!

but at least i caught up on my rent x_x

nilix shared 20 Jul 2026 17:22 +0000
original: neauoire@merveilles.town

People's bio on the fediverse tend have this.. I don't know how else to put it, it reads like Ken in that Barbie movie who says he's really into "beach". What do you DO Ken? Oh I just beach, I'm quite good at beach. Nice to meet you, I'm really into "emacs". Nevermind that, what do you DO? Well, I emacs, what, what do you want for me, I emacs, it's what I do.

nilix posted 16 Jul 2026 15:33 +0000

so i had a difficult conversation with the (assistant) store manager yesterday, long story short im stuck at poverty wages and i need help. i cant afford food or child support on top of my rent and other bills without additional income.

as i have mentioned recently, i am open for development/sysadmin contracts (https://lightcrystal.systems) and i'll also do name your price art commissions (https://wyrm.online/visual_art). donations also welcome 🖤

https://lightcrystal.systems/support

#fediHire #mutualAid #artCommission

nilix posted 14 Jul 2026 15:16 +0000

waking up on a day off with the house all clean is so nice, i can just... hang out ^^

nilix posted 11 Jul 2026 15:45 +0000

lets sing scar symmetry to the children to accelerate the evolution of consciousness

nilix posted 10 Jul 2026 22:39 +0000

mighty mama tiamat i love being poly

nilix posted 10 Jul 2026 04:04 +0000

ok so i have pretty much run out of the money that i got refunded from my car insurance and that means i need to hustle.

on the one hand if anybody needs an opinionated dev/sysadmin who does stuff like this you know where to find me

on the other hand if you want a pfp or full body character portrait in full color i am offering commissions for 30 and 60 usd respectively. my recent stuff looks like this

nilix replied 09 Jul 2026 17:25 +0000
in reply to: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/R6f4lcg5vJ264FFdtK

ideally with our connections, expertise,and existing infrastructure hopefully the co op would be a place to organize that support and shift in production (this is the kind of reason why i think working there rn is a good move despite my misgivings about the board's behavior and wages)

nilix posted 09 Jul 2026 17:04 +0000

working in grocery at the co op i think a lot about the global food distribution chain and how fucked we will be once ecological collapse has past the threshold of being able to support this system

here in Santa Fe, we are lucky to have almost half of our product as local. but even in a "best case scenario" i would say all the capacity on that local product greatly reduced by their own supply chain dependence

so if the big box stores (except maybe whole foods? i shudder to think what that might become) disappear and the co op can only supply at best a quarter of what it does now and at insane prices, pretty much everybody will have to cooperate on food production and ecological support work to survive

nilix shared 07 Jul 2026 22:45 +0000
original: neauoire@merveilles.town

Check out that lil guy with the groceries.

I mean look at that hat! Coming back with a bag full of carrots and parsnips and other things you've never even heard of. Where are they off to, what's the potted plant for, is it food? Is it a pretty centerfold? It could be sentient, it wouldn't be the last cactus to board a train and head someplace.

https://rabbits.srht.site/decadv/
#occ2026 x #Catjam, art by @rek

Two strangeos just taking the train, reading a book, or holding onto a bunch of plants

nilix posted 07 Jul 2026 21:39 +0000

#fitCheck

bedding is washed, and i did some other self care things! time to go drop off a package and then i can noodle around until date night :>

mirror selfie of iris; black techwear coat with 3/4 sleeves and no hood, black sleeveless top, black amd purple pleated skirt, black thighhighs and combat boots. her left hand is jolding the phone and wearing a tactical fingerless glove. her left hand is in her coat pocket below a few bead bracelets. she has aviator shades on top of her head and is wearing heavy but stylish eye shadow

nilix posted 07 Jul 2026 17:40 +0000

ugh the main thing about not driving the past few months is that it makes doing laundry such a pain in the ass. i gotta wash my bedding on top of my other plans today and it... complicates things

nilix posted 07 Jul 2026 16:53 +0000

i think i posted about this before but you can nicely maintain knife pleats with clothespins and hanging the skirt/dress in the bathroom during a hot shower ^^ dry cleaning usually not needed

nilix posted 06 Jul 2026 03:53 +0000

all out fusion yakisoba time

nilix posted 05 Jul 2026 18:12 +0000

thoughts on #occ2026

  • my desktop is 15(!) years old and can play pso2 and zzz and emulate 6th gen consoles and do video editing. as far as i am concerned that is all it will ever need to do
  • my laptop is also 15 years old and still functions as a daily driver
  • but incidentally i have been daily driving my reMarkable tablet more than my laptop - no color, no network, and purely document based interface for drawing, reading, and writing and it has been feeling gooood. i did buy it new last year (subsidized by work) but the screen has some scratches and cracks already so combined with the other limitations it definitely has the old computer challenge vibes

nilix replied 05 Jul 2026 07:18 +0000
in reply to: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/T3zmDLQNVwP4NkWJ6s

ok i wanted to redo MCs hair in page 3's bottom panel and then i realized its way too hard to make her spiky bun make sense so now she just has a very long ponytail which in addition to being easier to draw at most angles also gives me an escape hatch cause with hair that long she can pull off almost any other hairstyle ;>