=w= second half of nwc9 is still pretty challenging, trying to tighten it up and add a couple more tracks i've been thinking about. but it's getting there
nilix rss
nilix
replied 07 Oct 2026 19:06 +0000
in reply to: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/vJQQvw9xR3Q9NYc5bm
nilix
shared 07 Oct 2026 13:44 +0000
original: hamstercorpse@kirakiratter.com
I remembered to take cameras with me and was rewarded.
(these are jpegs straight out of the camera)

nilix
replied 07 Oct 2026 13:27 +0000
in reply to: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/YHD2bXVtpWqJjT7c19
people think im unrealistic when i talk about alternative economies and self organization and im like... you trust your future to these people?
talked to a friend who has been working with a nonprofit involved with the democratic party in case there was any doubt, yes they are all braindead alcoholics and so easy to bribe (oracle bribed our probable governor for only 18k)
nilix
shared 06 Oct 2026 23:32 +0000
original: neauoire@merveilles.town
Released a firmware for the XTE INK 4, it displays text and draws pictures, and wait for it, it remembers your page. That's it, there's no other features. http://wiki.xxiivv.com/site/xte_ink
#uxn
nilix
replied 06 Oct 2026 21:46 +0000
in reply to: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/vJQQvw9xR3Q9NYc5bm
Anything helps, I'm over here every day working my ass off. I started dollctl from scratch earlier this year and it now has all the makings of a production-ready devops platform. I'm on my way to finishing the first chapter of Polycrisis, now averaging 2 pages per week. I live in a van, I don't drink, and I don't eat out, but money is unfortunately still necessary to make shit happen. https://lightcrystal.systems/support We now return to your regularly scheduled programming.

nilix
shared 06 Oct 2026 18:58 +0000
original: sstephenson@indieweb.social
➡️ Introducing Brut, the Brutal Router for Unix Tools: https://brut.sh Brut is a POSIX shell script for building command-line programs composed of many small executables. It is small (~120 lines), but features thorough literate documentation for those of us who still appreciate the value of readable, understandable code. Programs written with Brut can run entirely from source with no additional dependencies beyond the standard POSIX utilities, which makes them easy to audit and embed.
in the process of migrating all lightcrystal services to be specified as code and deployed automagically by dollctl pipelines :D
nilix
shared 06 Oct 2026 16:10 +0000
original: neauoire@merveilles.town
HARD TIMES HARD MUSIC

nilix
replied 06 Oct 2026 04:19 +0000
in reply to: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/W234366L7L7S6536pv
#drawtober 05 i got started on this late cause i spent the early part of the day coding and working on polycrisis (new page out tomorrow) so... =w=

nilix
replied 05 Oct 2026 21:32 +0000
in reply to: https://social.xenofem.me/objects/9faf3e62-6106-4e94-945e-b6beb0af2a34
nilix
replied 05 Oct 2026 21:26 +0000
in reply to: https://kirakiratter.com/users/hamstercorpse/statuses/117390398974274459
nilix
shared 05 Oct 2026 19:21 +0000
original: twipped@twipped.social
The Gender Dysphoria Bible now has its first new page in six years! @Impossible_PhD has contributed a new section on transition regret rates and if a gender transition is worth it. https://genderdysphoria.fyi/en/regrets/ For anyone interesting in helping out the site, there are 17 languages that will need this page translated. External Attachment: https://genderdysphoria.fyi/en/regrets/
ok #dollctl v0.2.1 is released, with sigil and dollcmd also up to date in step (sigil has basically the same versioning scheme as dollctl but dollcmd has no versioning yet as it doesn't yet have feature parity with sigil)
ok so out of respect to xtractr there's nothing wrong with their library, i was fucking up my upload because i forgot i used a completely nonstandard way to upload my tarballs. i still am just gonna shell out to tar though cause it reduces my compile time dependencies significantly. all this to say, i have a private IaC repo triggering pipeline runs which automatically rebuilds and uploads a service ^^
love it, dropping xtractr means dollctl's _ONLY_ compile time dependency is quartzgun
nilix
shared 05 Oct 2026 16:11 +0000
original: baldur@toot.cafe
“Dining with wolves – Notes from a data witch” https://blog.djnavarro.net/posts/2026-10-05_dining-with-wolves/ > Ideology is dark, it is violent, and it is not built atop reasoned beliefs. You cannot have a polite conversation at the pub with someone who openly wants to kill you. External Attachment: https://blog.djnavarro.net/posts/2026-10-05_dining-with-wolves/
nilix
replied 05 Oct 2026 03:36 +0000
in reply to: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/ZTcZW33KwjBpp2HJpv
idk what's special about this archive but GNU tar and p9p tar both handle it fine; guess i'm shelling out to the system tar instead of using this library (
golift.io/xtractr) in dollctl to extract service tarballs now...
useless library is useless
zip.NewReader: gzip: invalid header
nilix
shared 05 Oct 2026 03:33 +0000
original: hayley@social.applied-langua.ge
Who should I thank? My so-called "colleagues," who laugh at me behind my back, all the while becoming famous on my work? My worthless graduate students, whose computer skills appear to be limited to downloading bitmaps off of netnews? My parents, who are still waiting for me to quit "fooling around with computers," go to med school, and become a radiologist? My department chairman, a manager who gives one new insight into and sympathy for disgruntled postal workers?
My God, no one could blame me---no one!---if I went off the edge and just lost it completely one day. I couldn't get through the day as it is without the Prozac and Jack Daniels I keep on the shelf, behind my Tops-20 JSYS manuals. I start getting the shakes real bad around 10am, right before my advisor meetings. A 10 oz. Jack 'n Zac helps me get through the meetings without one of my students winding up with his severed head in a bowling-ball bag. They look at me funny; they think I twitch a lot. I'm not twitching. I'm controlling my impulse to snag my 9mm Sig-Sauer out from my day-pack and make a few strong points about the quality of undergraduate education in Amerika.
If I thought anyone cared, if I thought anyone would even be reading this, I'd probably make an effort to keep up appearances until the last possible moment. But no one does, and no one will. So I can pretty much say exactly what I think.
Oh yes, the acknowledgements. I think not. I did it. I did it all, by myself.
nilix
replied 05 Oct 2026 02:17 +0000
in reply to: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/17R2lWMrdsb43tTW6Q
"all you need is a macbook" bro the shit i'm building runs on a fucking potato get on my level
and wow this kid tried to tell me agentic workflows are necessary to build a storefront that can "compete with big corporations" AI-pilled people are so fucking dumb
dogfooding dollctl CICD and dollcmd (the dollctl CLI client) hard rn. almost have a working service deployment from a private IAC repo...
nilix
replied 05 Oct 2026 00:24 +0000
in reply to: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/B39FSZ71M9K7tYsN8C
#drawtober 04 today the subject is my Megaman ZX OC, model IZ "the prismatic mega man", showing off her butt for whatever reason

i can lock in... i can lock in ><
wow i slept in hardcore ><
nilix
replied 03 Oct 2026 22:53 +0000
in reply to: https://mastodon.mauve.moe/users/mauve/statuses/117378975555967520
@mauve oh that sounds cool! my drawtober project doesn't have a coherent theme but my tattoos are all in black ink and have spiritual significance. i have symbols on my forearms, a tramp stamp, and a little one on the crux of my collarbone, and i'd like to add something to my thighs and weave it all together with some cybersigilism
nilix
replied 03 Oct 2026 22:47 +0000
in reply to: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/1v44NnnsB8kvfW7FPH
#drawtober 03 Nielz bought me a drink and asked me to draw his soul, so here is my abstract rendition influenced by our recent hangouts and some recent reading

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shared 03 Oct 2026 20:49 +0000
original: Ashedryden@xoxo.zone
first skate session since i fucked up my leg and then got sick. my lungs are still recovering from the bronchitis so my stamina is very low but im glad to be back on it
nilix
shared 03 Oct 2026 19:10 +0000
original: detondev@social.linux.pizza
They have been reduced to bugs, and yet we're surprised when they act like bugs
nilix
replied 03 Oct 2026 15:38 +0000
in reply to: https://kokoro.garden/users/kon/statuses/117377702592241145
nilix
replied 03 Oct 2026 14:54 +0000
in reply to: https://mastodon.mauve.moe/users/mauve/statuses/117377387997137193
@mauve show us? :3 one of my drawtober self prompts is finishing the design for my endgame full body tattoo
nilix
replied 03 Oct 2026 02:12 +0000
in reply to: https://dorm.social/notes/arvblqqry1e006sv
@irisnk i was low key worried i didn't remember it well enough, glad it's close enough to the real configuration ^^
nilix
replied 03 Oct 2026 02:01 +0000
in reply to: https://kirakiratter.com/users/hamstercorpse/statuses/117374506953895674
nilix
replied 03 Oct 2026 00:39 +0000
in reply to: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/d67246MdqZn2NNSSP7
#drawtober 02 aaaand my less proximal but no less loved girlfriend @irisnk hacking the planet in a comfy sweater


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shared 02 Oct 2026 23:54 +0000
original: rowb1t@social.xenofem.me
#MutualAid , begposting
hey y'all, i always hate do this (and if i am doing it the situation is desperate) but i'm needing some financial assistance. rent is due and because of some unexpected events i'm short. i've just started a job but won't be getting paid for about two weeks so i'm asking for help. i'm not even going to bother putting a number on it because it's a lot, but needless to say i need all the help i can get. as always please don't send anything unless you can definitely afford to. venmo and BTC are preferred because it's the easiest way to send in my rent, but i've provided a few other options as well. thank y'all 🖤 🖤 🖤 (boosting for visibility is also appreciated.) Venmo: @ruadh__ BTC: bc1qqqxkd0rzuk45sn0cuqhqtq9e7xculyduxl47cg Cashapp: $ruadh666 Ko-fi: ko-fi.com/ruadh__#MutualAid , begposting
finally got the little homeserver back online <3 devops days ahead
nilix
shared 02 Oct 2026 23:04 +0000
original: catsalad@infosec.exchange


get a rare message back from a company on indeed with a few questions to answer "oh cool, very simple and no red flags as of yet" click click... wait what? "messaging for this employer is currently disabled, check back later" what the FUCK
drawing polycrisis all of a sudden out loud: aw yeah that's gay
nilix
shared 02 Oct 2026 16:37 +0000
original: nullagent@partyon.xyz
Hey what fresh new hell is this? Perpetual begging? I'd prefer not. And -actually- catching up on bills would make it possible for me to STAY on top of them. Have so many projects in the pipe to try and keep the lights on but its hard to get them done when I'm THIS economically strapped. October Fund Raising: $0 / $2000 $1000 - passed due bills Venmo/paypal - $nullagent
$1000 - late fees, current bills...
wow this element parked behind me has probably 30k+ in aftermarket parts and addons and he doesnt even live in it T-T he parked downtown and went mountain bike riding... like what?
nilix
replied 02 Oct 2026 01:06 +0000
in reply to: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/172ZVxGFZ23sdzk3Yl
page 12 of polycrisis should be out tomorrow btw ^^
i am 100% dependent on donations to make ends meet currently. i live in my van and have few expenses (fuel+insurance on the van, phone bill, cloud bills, and food basically) but having all that accounted for lets me focus on my work, ie polycrisis and my open source dev+research in a couple weeks i'm gonna be leaving Santa Fe for the west coast to see some people and switch it up for a while, so i'm gonna dump a bunch of money into fuel. would love to be able to offset that preemptively you can donate (or hire me for contract work~~) at https://lightcrystal.systems/support or please boost for reach
#mutualAid #transMutualAid







