#kuro updates

• node lifetime supervision with auto destruction of associated 9pfs is working
• buffered reads of large files are implemented
• framework for executing arbitrary text is implemented

the main pieces of the backend that still need implementing are the auto generation of the text in TAG and EXE panes, the plumbing client, and Look (find) and Edit (sam style regex) opcodes. regardless i think now is a good time to write the unit tests around the core functionality

It'd be nice as an industry to have something in between 'vibe coding' and 'artisanal burnout'

reluctantly gets dressed

blade or die =w=

ok the show last night was pretty tight. danced a lot. ppl liked my set despite the fact that my super knob didnt work for about 90 seconds and my laptop was not at the right height to comfortably mix (i usually bring a stand but i parked a couple blocks away from the venue so i didnt this time- never again).

the pre show is very poppy, idk if they ready for this

really satisfying when the output of mk has 0 warnings;

test harness and unit tests soon for an actual quality signal tho

fishnets

implemented undo and redo in #kuro. it's probably horribly inefficient. i'll worry about that later if i see problems in testing.

i have most of the text editing primitives done and the 9pfs connected to the data structures.

next up:

• implement file read operations. it's gonna be chunked data
• write tests to validate and debug the 9p server
• start working on the UI

the tedious but satisfying phase of building out the text editing primitives of kuro as opcodes :>

IN THIS HOUSE

WE STAND FOR THE (REAL) GIRLFLAG

AND SUPPORT THE GIRLTROOPS

@MURRUMUR few know this but this is what the tranny flag was originally meant to symbolize. it is a NATO psyop making trannies into pawns of neoliberal neoimperialism. that's why I only salute the REAL girlflags!!

lewd ish

Dragon cuddle pile hord.

unfug

The Swatch .beats will continue until morale improves.

not screen-reader friendly

on to some really cursed bullshit:

𝓮𝔁𝓮𝓬𝓿𝓮("/usr/bin/id", ["id"], ٠𝔁٧𝓯𝓯𝓭٤٩٣٠٦٦٤٨ /* ٥٠ 𝓿𝓪𝓻𝓼 */) = ٠

Hey everyone. I'm about to finish my in-progress contract and I've got availability for more work. I build desktop and web software, design and build websites, and do other stuff like digital archiving and tech education[1].

Alternatively, if you think the software I build is cool[2], and can spare a few bucks, donations[3] go a long way.

Financial goals right now:

• child support
• May's rent
• new tires for my van so I can safely make it to iwp9

[1]: https://lightcrystal.systems
[2]: https://forge.lightcrystal.systems/nilix
[3]: https://lightcrystal.systems/support

has any neo-thrash band ever done it better than Vektor jfc

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T04QFKnBIiM

even with the 9pfs i still need to keep stdin and out on hand so i can

• send a byte to tell the window to reread some data out of the 9pfs or terminate itself
• know when the window is closed so i can destroy its 9pfs

this is gonna be really cool tho ><

New World Chaos 8: Neo Dorothy Motherfucker | https://nilfm.cc/mixes.html

i'm not leaving my house till i get a perfect(ly satisfactory) recording of nwc8

redesigning the 9pfs for kuro, very excited but it's gonna involve implementing some more heavy duty xrxs modules than the ones i built so far ><

how it feels to inject estradiol and drink a monster and take melatonin the same day

i promise nwc8 is still happening, i recorded another run yesterday and its sounding really fucking good

🌺

For all the daydreamers and night swarmers.
#ocular #painting #type #art
https://ocular.nchrs.xyz/feed.html#260322_TROYMER01.jpg

Free yourself from the bondage of time and place and status
For what peace do they give?
What truth do they reveal?
What lie do they live?
Whose blood weeps from these wounds?
Detach yourself!
Detach yourself!

For there is a war
Deep in our hearts
And that's where all battles ought to be fought
Come here
Lower your eyes
And surrender

happy saturday :>

update from my side of the world- ive been fortunate enough to get another short term contract and a gracious donation this week but im still about $100 from making April rent without dipping into my savings. if youve got another gig to keep the ball rolling or a few bucks to spare please help a girl out

https://lightcrystal.systems/support

#mutualAid #fediHire

xrxs v0.6.0: i hope you like plan9 C | https://nilfm.cc/xrxs.html

Taro v0.3.0 is here! New stuff:

• uf2 support (includes a monospace version of Geneva which makes the mscan output look nice)
• the order of the theme colors follows the standard
• scrollbars are pixel-perfect and the mouse pointer is a bit nicer
• search and pending indicators are gone; search button stays hilighted when search is active; pending indicator is not needed with the synchronous architecture
• new architecture! the backend uses the xrxs framework to expose a 9p filesystem, which the uxn instance reads and writes to

https://forge.lightcrystal.systems/nilix/taro

#np in #theStudio: Yan Cook - Displaced

came up with a neat way to simplify text rendering in the new taro. since i'm always either:

• drawing multiple lines of text in a listbox
• or drawing a single line of text in a label or text entrybox

when drawing a line of text, when i reach a newline, i increment the address and return it, so the calling function can draw the next line of text without having to reseek to it; when i reach the end of the string, i return a null short for the calling function to check against :>

ugh i have had multiple people tell me recently during my job search how brave it was that i quit my job and am trying to fight the current...

as i explained at the beginning of my last blog post, it's not like i had a choice. i literally couldn't function anymore, so yeah i guess there's an element of bravery in quitting instead of letting them fire me but the end result would have been the same

> When developers say that LLMs make them more productive, you need to keep in mind that this is what they’re automating: dysfunction, tampering as a design strategy, superstition-driven coding, and software whose quality genuinely doesn’t matter, all in an environment where rigour is completely absent.

https://www.baldurbjarnason.com/2026/the-two-worlds-of-programming/

by @baldur

banging my head against the wall all day has been very frustrating however i am getting used to thinking like a stack machine again and i have made a bit of progress ^^

my font rendering adventures are not going well -.-

|00 @System     &vector $2 &wst      $1 &rst    $1 &eaddr  $2 &ecode  $1 &pad     $1 &r       $2 &g      $2 &b     $2 &debug  $1 &halt $1
|10 @Console    &vector $2 &read     $1 &pad    $5 &write  $1 &error  $1
|20 @Screen     &vector $2 &width    $2 &height $2 &auto   $1 &pad    $1 &x       $2 &y       $2 &addr   $2 &pixel $1 &sprite $1
|30 @Audio0     &vector $2 &position $2 &output $1 &pad    $3 &adsr   $2 &length  $2 &addr    $2 &volume $1 &pitch $1
|40 @Audio1     &vector $2 &position $2 &output $1 &pad    $3 &adsr   $2 &length  $2 &addr    $2 &volume $1 &pitch $1
|50 @Audio2     &vector $2 &position $2 &output $1 &pad    $3 &adsr   $2 &length  $2 &addr    $2 &volume $1 &pitch $1
|60 @Audio3     &vector $2 &position $2 &output $1 &pad    $3 &adsr   $2 &length  $2 &addr    $2 &volume $1 &pitch $1
|80 @Controller &vector $2 &button   $1 &key    $1 &func   $1
|90 @Mouse      &vector $2 &x        $2 &y      $2 &state  $1 &pad    $3 &scrollx $2 &scrolly $2
|a0 @File      &vector $2 &success  $2 &stat   $2 &delete $1 &append $1 &name    $2 &length  $2 &read   $2 &write $2
|b0 @File_      &vector $2 &success  $2 &stat   $2 &delete $1 &append $1 &name    $2 &length  $2 &read   $2 &write $2
|c0 @DateTime   &year   $2 &month    $1 &day    $1 &hour   $1 &minute $1 &second  $1 &dotw    $1 &doty   $2 &isdst $1

( variables )

|0000

( program )

|0100 ( -> )

  ( default theme ) 
  #028d .System/r DEO2 
  #0a8d .System/g DEO2 
  #098d .System/b DEO2
  
  load_font

  #0400 .Screen/width DEO2
  #0300 .Screen/height DEO2
  
  #0010 .Screen/x DEO2
  #0010 .Screen/y DEO2
  ;wtf  uf2/draw
  
BRK

@load_font ( -- )

  ;font_file .File/name DEO2
  #2100 .File/length DEO2
  ;font .File/read DEO2
  
JMP2r

@wtf "Taro 20 "or 20 "something $1
@font_file "font.uf2 00

@uf2/draw ( text* -- )
	
	[ LIT2 15 -Screen/auto ] DEO
	[ LIT2r 03 -Screen/sprite ]
	&>w
		LDAk DUP ?{ POP POP2 POP2r JMP2r }
		#0000 ROT #20 SUB
		( addr ) DUP2 #50 SFT2 ;font/glyphs ADD2 .Screen/addr DEO2
		( move ) ;font ADD2 LDA .Screen/x DEI2 ADD2
		( draw ) [ DEOkr DEOkr ] .Screen/x DEO2
		INC2 !&>w

@font $100
&glyphs $2000

@neauoire i can't really identify what i'm doing wrong here

taro backend is rewritten as a 9p filesystem, just gotta clean things up a bit and push the changes, (also push the changes to xrxs itself) then i can start fucking around with the uxn side :D

awww yeah we got the basics down. can probably have the whole backend of taro rewritten as a 9p filesystem by the end of the weekend

feels nice to be writing C again ngl

full of CHAOS and RAGE

tracing the through line between xrxs, taro, and kuro; i see something really cool waiting to be built

textual offcuts from an unpublished essay

When I engage with new technologies questions linger in the afterglow of the initial excitement. Am I wasting my time? What impact is this having on me?

I think that whenever we find ourselves enamoured with a novelty from the labs of humanity we should sooth fears of missing out. And instead ask questions. What do I gain from this? What do I lose? What does the purveyor gain from my adoption? How do I want to use this new thing? Questioning: do I even want this? To pause and consider the risks. Risks exist independent of our perception.

In Charlie Stross's noughties novel Accelerando, the main character is a prolific and virtuosic user of artificial agents, which in the book are computer programs that perform acts at his bidding. The primary interface for this novel substrate is a pair of glasses. In one part of the book the main character loses his computational glasses. Lost with them is the capacity for any kind of engagement with the world. He finds himself cognitively bereft, lost in a non-capacious haze.

Smart glasses exist today. I don't have any nor does anyone I know. I could make an analogy to "agentic AI", but I don't use LLMs. Instead, the smart device I consult every day is the smartphone. Where I live there is a personal identification app, produced and owned by a consortium of the biggest banks. This app is woven into all facets of life. If my phone breaks, I lose access to the identification app. A minor personal catastrophe ensues. I lose the ability to pay bills or file taxes. I can kiss goodbye to making second hand purchases on the regional version of eBay. In spite of my physical debit cards, most Internet transactions fail because I will have lost the ability to countersign. Out of town family can't contact me, and I can only let them know through the grace of the few others around with their phone number. Public transit would become an immense hassle. When my smartphone breaks the haze settles on me too.

Reducing this dependence relationship on technologies feels important. Whether for gadgets, technologies, or information networks. I don't want to be reliant on technology where I lack a voice in how it operates, any say in future changes. So that when deprived, whether temporary or otherwise, I keep my change-making capacity.

In 2015 I was on a beach in Hawai'i helping build the prototype of what became Signal. I argued that the app needed pseudonyms because abusers know their victims' phone numbers. I lost the fight that day. History proved me right, and Signal would move to usernames under @Mer__edith's stewardship.

In this new essay, I trace the line from Barlow's Declaration of Independence of Cyberspace through smart-home forensics, metadata killings, and Archive Team's non-consensual Tumblr scrape to ask: when did we decide that a jpeg is a photograph, that a profile is a person, that storage is memory?

The answer involves a boat off Honolulu, the early days of Signal, Iran's missiles over Amazon's Dubai AWS facilities, and the communities already building for a world where the server goes dark. This is an essay about infrastructure, memory, archiving without consent, and what we lose when we mistake the filesystem for memory.

It is also the angriest and most personal text I've ever written. I'm furious, and you should be too. We bet an entire civilisation on a brutal and unreliable stack. Now, fate has come to collect that wager.

California has a lot to fucking answer for.

https://newdesigncongress.org/en/pub/who-will-remember-us-when-the-servers-go-dark/

i've made ~$650 from contract work this month. and i got an anonymous donation for about 13 bucks (thank you whoever you are <3). that's about 1/3 of my monthly expenses before child support. any help is appreciated, whether you can spare a few bucks for a donation or wanna hire me for this or that: https://lightcrystal.systems/support

been reading BLAME! on my reMarkable 2. this is what eInk was made for

ughhggg needed me some eep

a little rambling for my mental health | https://nilfm.cc/get_the_picture.html

#unix_surrealism

I woke up with an idea for a book, I wrote down the first page.

An ultratourmaline light is ever present but for the luminescent ripple awakened by a wave breaking, the spark from two rocks colliding or the storms igniting the crests of dunes; but here, nothing natural grows with eyes to see it. Eyes came from elsewhere.

Shielded from the winds above, invisible but to the darkness, Den Azar kneels onto the wet fiberglass, bend over the feroplastic membrane, bite at the loose shale and succulent cables; masticates, voraciously, my precious fabric before sinking into a satiated sleep.

The blizzard accumulates in small mounds of ash around her ceramic legs and pools in the recesses of her closing golden eyes.

The storm blows itself out, glass, the ocean reflects nothing back. A million sunflowers at the bottom of the Abyss stir.

Den Azar kicks at suffocating miasma, it liquefies, a metallic arc lights up the night. A sunflower notices and immediately looses interest. He swims through the lye, caustic, immaterial, wormlike toward the surface. Two iridescent florets of gold bloom.

"Hummingbirds?"

so i've got a couple pupils and a little webdev project rn but i'm still very much living off of my savings and trying to bootstrap things here;

if you like my open source work and can spare a few bucks for my livelihood i would very much appreciate a donation

alternatively if you're in need of a sofware/web designer/developer or tech educator (see my CV and my consultancy) DM, email, or message me on signal per your preference; i'd love to see if we can work together :>

it should go without saying i do not use genAI in any of my work

#openSource #fediHire #mutualAid #noGenAI

dollctl v0.1.0: we have the technology | https://nilfm.cc/dollctl.html

prediction markets' depravity economy is the culmination of deregulation and kleptocracy, lobbying to legalize sports gambling, the collapse of advertising markets, hustlebro culture, crypto, memestocks, ai bubble ... venn diagram of horrible: www.404media.co/with-iran-wa...

With Iran War, Kalshi and Poly...

for xnfm's fifth birthday and partially inspired by some posts going around lately I decided to write something reflecting on my history thus far with hosting xnfm, its entanglements with the conditions of the world today as well as my own life, and where things may go from here:

https://unlife.nyx.land/posts/close-this-world.html

my #dollctl presentation at #redfish is up!

I've made significant changes to service management and pipeline execution WRT privilege de-escalation and made the forms a bit nicer to look at since this was recorded but other than that i'm happy to share this with yall

https://us02web.zoom.us/rec/play/Fy4vr8J3a-VvXG1OKbYI3GpLwZdGFE5rDumVEoQr7XXiSK9bIqKw1jZArMnSCHxBascCgv0pEY4kOavA.L7fROjrDX9ishOqd

wish people would cherish one another instead of killing each other :<

Its been a while since I created a mix on the Pacemaker device, but a recent trip to Budapest gave me some time to try out a few new tunes on the old #pacemakerdevice

I present the Budapest influenced : The shadow of concrete ruins mix.

Turn it up!

https://cubicgarden.com/2026/02/26/the-shadow-of-concrete-ruins-mix/

#Trans folx in #Kansas given 1 day to surrender their (now invalid) IDs and driver's licenses to the state. As of tomorrow (Thursday), driving while trans is a class-B misdemeanor ($1000 fine and up to 6 months in jail).

The zero-grace-period execution means driving to turn in your license is a crime.

Oh yeah, this bill also enacted a bathroom bounty program allowing private individuals to sue trans folx for using the restroom.

https://www.erininthemorning.com/p/kansas-sends-letters-to-trans-people

https://www.erininthemorning.com/p/kansas-advancing-anti-trans-bill

#AntiTrans #Authoritarianism #FuckTrump #FuckRepublicans #ProtectTransFolx

New blog post: Why "digital sovereignty" requires a free software alternative to Android and iOS, and how we're building towards that 🏗️

https://modal.cx/blog/sovereign-mobile-stack