ok big progress over half the furniture has been extricated from the house. of the remainder, the big and heavy items are just the futon frame and the 2 cabinets in the spare room... might at least make a run with the cabinets later today after i take some downtime
when u talking about fried wheat gluten but ppl think youre talking about The Enemy
nilix
replied 19 Aug 2026 16:02 +0000
in reply to: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/9Bt46xgXmGzGrpJgN3
and now i wait...
nilix
replied 19 Aug 2026 14:39 +0000
in reply to: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/RZ6HHs71wx37ng86qT
also i found out yesterday that this house needs the roof to be completely torn apart and redone so, good thing im not staying
nilix
replied 19 Aug 2026 14:37 +0000
in reply to: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/9Bt46xgXmGzGrpJgN3
once i get her back (hopefully tomorrow or friday) i just have to, essentially, yeet all the furniture from the house, mail my ex wife her clutter, and scrub the bathroom and i will be moved out
today i bring the g wagon to get the hydraulics in the braking system some needed TLC.
nilix
replied 19 Aug 2026 05:07 +0000
in reply to: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/xqv8D69c32G33M6D64
honestly i'm surprised none of the boomer clientelle have complained about me to management cause i'm always singing the darkest most fucked up songs on the sales floor
nilix
replied 19 Aug 2026 04:56 +0000
in reply to: https://swarm.coiloptic.org/brettm/p/1787115180.758189
RE: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/8Q928sc6DF22T4W3H2
@brettm the opacity of reactions and follows is one of my favorite features cause it keeps me from obsessing. i ran a sharkey instance for a while too and it was comparatively a very neurotic experienceRE: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/8Q928sc6DF22T4W3H2
oh shit i can't believe i've never sung Prism and Gate at work
nilix
replied 19 Aug 2026 04:49 +0000
in reply to: https://swarm.coiloptic.org/brettm/p/1787114763.975397
RE: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/8Q928sc6DF22T4W3H2
@brettm i created the repo for honk and its deps primarily to revendor to ensure it can still be built from source but at some point i probably will go in and try to improve interop and UX and stuff (one thing that i have been thinking about lately is the need to manually 'unplug' unresponsive instances)RE: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/8Q928sc6DF22T4W3H2
nilix
replied 19 Aug 2026 04:00 +0000
in reply to: https://merveilles.town/users/angelwood/statuses/117119768286301337
nilix
replied 19 Aug 2026 03:46 +0000
in reply to: https://swarm.coiloptic.org/brettm/p/1787097445.933983
RE: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/8Q928sc6DF22T4W3H2
@brettm he disappeared from the internet without a word at the start of this year, thats all i know :< i did a bit of digging and wasnt able to find any other information, so i mean who knows but either way i miss him and i carry on his honking legacy ...RE: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/8Q928sc6DF22T4W3H2
nilix
shared 18 Aug 2026 19:53 +0000
original: nilix@cafe.nilfm.cc
if the stuff in this thread https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/VqD2Kg53t46Q2V241Z sounds cool to you please consider donating to my studio so i can pivot from wage slavery to full time artistry sooner than later. i live in a van now so my expenses are light and my goals are feasible
nilix
shared 18 Aug 2026 19:42 +0000
original: jack@berlin.social
JCVI-syn3A, a synthetic cell with 493 genes (452 protein-coding; 41 RNA), is the simplest free living organism known. ~80% of the protein-coding genes are functionally annotated, but we still don’t know what the other 20% do (except that removing any of them makes it unviable). There’s also a whole-cell kinetic model for ~98% of the enzymatic reactions in the cell. This is the real frontier of artificial life, not masses of linear algebra over a text model…

nilix
shared 18 Aug 2026 19:25 +0000
original: ariadne@social.treehouse.systems
when the technical debt comes due, immediately
RE: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/8Q928sc6DF22T4W3H2
RIP tedu they still doing weird shit with mastodon we still out hereRE: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/8Q928sc6DF22T4W3H2
nilix
replied 18 Aug 2026 19:08 +0000
in reply to: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/78GHxV4ZjH5wQxTLQ7
plus i guess user configs for like audacious and gimp, and redist for the cursor theme
nilix
shared 18 Aug 2026 18:23 +0000
original: peron@mastodon.sdf.org
mmmm uninitialized VRAM

nilix
shared 18 Aug 2026 17:08 +0000
original: cyb3rm0shp1t@social.xenofem.me
why does cumming (as a tgirl) have like 4 different quick time events you have to pass?
nilix
shared 18 Aug 2026 16:02 +0000
original: helveticablanc@merveilles.town
The Things We Must Set Free Again And Again
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https://helveticablanc.com/20260818-the-things-we-must-set-free-again-and-again.html
—
#helveticablanc
#wormsong
#worm
#sigil
nilix
shared 18 Aug 2026 15:56 +0000
original: akkartik@merveilles.town
"The season of the Smoke Moon drifts from Tiliard’s roots upward. It rises from the shores of the Catoptric, the pipework of rhizomes and limestone where falling pebbles spark like flint in the reeds. Green witch-flames burp to life on the water’s surface, both guideposts and hazards to passing riverboats. A blanket of black cloud rolls in from the fields as farmers light the harvest’s detritus." -- The Works of Vermin
nilix
replied 18 Aug 2026 15:46 +0000
in reply to: https://merveilles.town/users/d6/statuses/117117254334830164
nilix
replied 18 Aug 2026 15:44 +0000
in reply to: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/65hVp6c15213M9D462
and also there is the piece about how for disaster and weather forecasting and stiff like analytical chemistry there is a legit gap in methods and knowledge that is being filled. with 99% of the cases of mainstream genAI we are not filling a gap- we are creating one by robbing people of their livelihoods and capacity for critical thought and skill acquisition
nilix
replied 18 Aug 2026 15:38 +0000
in reply to: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/Qrj1RY1vwbZtTNkmTL
and the homie Arvind in particular likes to say "but the weather and disaster modelling etc!" and like, yes, the underlying ML tech is basically the same but im not trying to sell you on modern webdev just cause web components exist am i???
other "tech nerds': oh this new model is so cool, it gives such great results!
me: if i cant run it on 15 y/o hardware with 8GB of vram its just exploitationware
RE: https://kolektiva.social/@nogodsnomasters/117114761590039464
yesterday a fellow ex tech worker came up to me at the cafe while i was working on ryudov2 and we started chatting, and we shared this kind of feeling that you have to identify oppression in your life directly and be open enough to the risks to say "fuck no" i had the additional observation that as someone who had a meteoric rise in my career, transitioned, and then went into poverty while the world falls apart around me, i have a very different relationship to risk, truth, and fulfillment than most, and for example working at the co op i see people of all ages just accepting the oppression of these low wages and gruelling hours while management gets a living wage and plenty of time off and nobody even THINKS to hold the board accountable- i suggested a strike one time and they thought i was joking...RE: https://kolektiva.social/@nogodsnomasters/117114761590039464
nilix
shared 18 Aug 2026 14:23 +0000
original: nogodsnomasters@kolektiva.social

nilix
shared 17 Aug 2026 23:25 +0000
original: RebelSandpaper@ni.hil.ist
here's a report I wrote in which I rant about my time at a transgender activism conference while slowly losing my mind https://rebelsandpaper.wordpress.com/2026/08/17/the-boiling-frogs-convention/
nilix
replied 17 Aug 2026 17:27 +0000
in reply to: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/m2dD9L2q9P7Hn3CF24
I do want to color and clean this set and re-release it but i'm so freaking busy for the next few weeks I figured I'd release it now to gauge interest and open up the possible income stream
finally packing up the homelab to be housed at audrey's place... now the house feels truly empty (although there are still furniture and boxes everywhere) :T
nilix
replied 15 Aug 2026 19:14 +0000
in reply to: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/Jk59K1ZyG85c23qXnR
ofc right when i get in the zone i gotta go to work.
ok i'm actually writing the setup scripts for ryudov2, it's happening
nilix
replied 15 Aug 2026 05:00 +0000
in reply to: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/8h4JnN3F3zQ1zKJ74Y
curls up in my little stasis pod
beeps at u
nilix
shared 14 Aug 2026 18:12 +0000
original: TodePond@mas.to
we live in the fuckin apocalypse
RE: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/29zbZ2tSGCk4zj345m
oops i forgot links to conversations require you to be a logged in honker, you have to use the root honk! fixed nowRE: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/29zbZ2tSGCk4zj345m
if the stuff in this thread https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/VqD2Kg53t46Q2V241Z sounds cool to you please consider donating to my studio so i can pivot from wage slavery to full time artistry sooner than later. i live in a van now so my expenses are light and my goals are feasible
nilix
replied 14 Aug 2026 15:19 +0000
in reply to: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/JWzclM5745f2x92V2g
and dj stuff:
nilix
replied 14 Aug 2026 15:18 +0000
in reply to: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/XTbz42NkJQS2hv48J3
visual art stuff in the works:
nilix
replied 14 Aug 2026 15:11 +0000
in reply to: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/VqD2Kg53t46Q2V241Z
dev stuff being worked on: now that i am not dumping all my income into rent i hope to be able to pivot soon and devote lots more time and energy into this. donations could accelerate that timeline: https://lightcrystal.systems/support
so status update:
robotgirl who gets mild anxiety when she has to bring her mech in for maintenance
nilix
shared 14 Aug 2026 14:45 +0000
original: hamstercorpse@kirakiratter.com
ok i said i had 2 drawings to share (i was tired after dinner last nite =w=) but the one i was working on yesterday, ummm... disappeared somehow anyway this is Maya. She's like if Samus was a black flag waving brat and she's also got psychokinetics (not showcased in this drawing).

nilix
replied 11 Aug 2026 23:50 +0000
in reply to: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/2L2YNd4vJgV4VrGrqv
another time id love to camp in tesuque but thats 50% closer to the fire than downtown so id rather not rn :< sleep quality last night in town was bad enough with all that smoke... the northern hemisphere do just be on fire
nilix
replied 11 Aug 2026 21:46 +0000
in reply to: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/zJdZFMPfYYrhQ76J4D
i have a couple character drawings to share but i probably will wait till after dinner to boot up my laptop and upload them. currently working on polycrisis page 8. my output has been slow since im prioritizing figuring out the finer points of my new living situation but i am still plugging away here
posted the wagon in tesuque next to the cowboy bar after doin laundry this morning and ive just been drawing and hangin out talkin to peeps. very nice change of pace.
ex wife who suddenly says "actually yknow how u have 100lbs of useless junk from our marriage i would like you to ship all of it to me" after being incommunicado for weeks
neat, the buckman road transfer station takes ewaste now so i dont have to drive all the way to albuquerque today just to dispoae of my lithium ion batteries!!!
ughhh still waiting for my part time schedule at the co op to kick in and juggling all this moving out energy but i can see a positive lifestyle on the other side and im so fucking readyyyyyyyy
what if we kissed under the auspicious shade of the mother of the night?
nilix
shared 06 Aug 2026 18:57 +0000
original: ariadne@social.treehouse.systems
Trusting-Trust Attack against an Entire Linux Distribution through Binary Manipulation by @zacchiro et al: https://arxiv.org/pdf/2607.24888
few things feel as much like "coming home" as waking up in a steel and glass box on wheels thinking about how i need to try the new esolang
peanut butter and... mango? sandwich is actually really yummy
nilix
shared 04 Aug 2026 19:11 +0000
original: emenel@post.lurk.org
anyone who tells you that linux is easy is lying. it’s not easy. it’s complex, sometimes arcane, and comes with very real trade-offs. what i hope they’re actually trying to communicate is that the trade-offs and complexity can be worth it. what i want to say is that linux (broadly) is imperfect and infuriating, but also far more free, in very material ways, than anything from a corporate os or platform. it is learnable, and in learning you make the tool you already physically own into something more wholly your own. you will understand it, keep it running, and be able focus on doing the things you actually want to do with it. not as an appliance, but as a tool that you shape into something that meets your needs, not the needs of the corporate owners or the millions of eulas and terms we’ve all agreed to. your computer can actually work for you, in a way you like, setup for the things it can help you do in your life. it is not utopian, it has a lot of deep problems in every direction. you will be angry at it. but aren’t you already angry? so far i prefer the trade offs and frustrations of the broad linux world over the more or less helpless rage i feel for apple/ms/google.
nilix
shared 04 Aug 2026 15:37 +0000
original: TodePond@mas.to
its easy to say fuck off ai music to a stranger it takes courage / stupidity to say fuck off ai music to a friend
nilix
shared 04 Aug 2026 15:36 +0000
original: ai6yr@m.ai6yr.org
Futurism: It Appears That the US Military Accidentally Killed Everybody on Board a Civilian Medevac Flight in New Mexico "...New bombshell reporting by Wired reveals an incident in which the testing of an experimental GPS jammer resulted in a medical plane crashing into the side of a mountain. The horrifying incident happened in May, the publication reports, when a small twin-engine medevac aircraft carrying two pilots and two medical workers departed from Roswell, New Mexico. Heading West for the small mountain village of Ruidoso, the crew became the victim of an electronic warfare exercise being conducted at the nearby White Sands Missile Range, a test which rendered their navigational system inoperable...." https://futurism.com/science-energy/us-military-gps-jamming-signal-medical-flight
"When those lights go out, man, you know you are in big trouble."
the flock cams at de vargas center are gone but the huge camera lightpost thing on wheels in the middle of the parking lot is still there :<
nilix
shared 03 Aug 2026 15:14 +0000
original: prahou@merveilles.town
nilix
shared 03 Aug 2026 14:42 +0000
original: aram@aoir.social
Starving millions of Americans to death isn't an unfortunate side effect of GOP economics; it's the intended outcome. They're trying to "accelerate" societal collapse & violence so they can establish a white ethnostate. News outlets like @NPR fail us when they overlook this fact. https://www.npr.org/2026/08/03/nx-s1-5906797/snap-food-stamp-federal-changes-what-to-know
i drove my van for the first time in 3 months today, she is such a good girl, started right up, engine sounds happy, cooling, steering, brakes are all happy 🥹
nilix
shared 02 Aug 2026 19:27 +0000
original: andrewrk@mastodon.social
Text adaptation of my Software Should Work 2026 keynote https://andrewkelley.me/post/dont-take-black-pill.html External Attachment: https://andrewkelley.me/post/dont-take-black-pill.html
the G-Wagon's library is a literal bookbag
nilix
shared 02 Aug 2026 17:47 +0000
original: libreleah@mas.to
I sell Libreboot, and Libreboot accessories: https://minifree.org/ I'm having a discount sale since late July. Discount ends in September. Prices are lower than usual. Also: shiny new website theme. ALSO: Libreboot X280 launched recently. I'm Libreboot's founder and lead developer; sales fund the project. These computers come with Libreboot preinstalled, which replaces proprietary BIOS/UEFI firmware. Libreboot offers far greater security and freedom to the user compared to proprietary firmware, removing or disabling certain malicious features (e.g. disabling Intel ME). Libreboot gives you freedom. It's the same argument as using, say, Linux instead of Windows. Libreboot gives you control. Your choice of Debian Linux, other Linux distro or a BSD Libreboot is a special distro of coreboot (like how Debian is a Linux distro) that provides nicer features for ease of use, focusing on non-technical users, while also being highly configurable for experts. Send-in service also available
ok i got cheaper insurance on the g wagon than i had before, she's legal to drive i've got the rest of the month to set her up for liveaboard and get rid of my furniture and set up a new mailing address
nilix
shared 02 Aug 2026 00:35 +0000
original: prahou@merveilles.town
my fellow european sibs, here is my unbiased review of w.eu, i mean w.social, i mean wsocial.eu 👍 #eu #wsocial #w #unix_surrealism #mobilek #phone_bad_book_good

nilix
replied 01 Aug 2026 19:01 +0000
in reply to: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/5zzr56m17WhsJqHlGn
to be clear i'm stayin on 20 hours a week cause that's a compromise that, along with the reduction in living expenses living out of the g wagon will entail, comes close to a stable situation
nilix
replied 01 Aug 2026 14:22 +0000
in reply to: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/5zzr56m17WhsJqHlGn
so yeah my plan for the moment is any help to make sure i can get the g wagon reinsured and renew the registration for another 2 years (about $300 in upfront costs) before the end of this month would be appreciated <3
nilix
replied 01 Aug 2026 14:14 +0000
in reply to: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/s5D925HW6Gxw2j63x5
and fuck the co op, seriously. my back is a mess after 3 months, this one spot on my thigh keeps chafing and getting ingrown hair from the repetitive movement and the supid dress code (cause i cant wear my shorts and i can only wear my dress or skirt so often cause laundry), and i dont have any time to spend with my girlfriends. on top of being broke
nilix
replied 01 Aug 2026 13:56 +0000
in reply to: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/hmB4dD93jgg734Q5sr
my lease is in fact up at the end of this month. so yeah time to make a change
if im gonna be broke regardless id rather be a destitute artist and freelancer living out of my van than work my ass off full time just to afford rent on my house...
in case anyone was wondering how easy it is to deploy a service update with #dollctl you make a tarball with your executable and accompanying files once the upload is complete the service is unpacked, linked, and started in the background automatically
you navigate to your host in the sigil UI and click the "sv" tab
you click on the service you're deploying
you upload the tarball
nilix
replied 31 Jul 2026 17:45 +0000
in reply to: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/79bqn4Qh9jtzSX6Q74
we are so back
oh wow i finally figured out why the websocket connection lifetime on underbbs was so weird. the conn.CloseRead(ctx) call makes sure that the context cancels when the websocket disconnects even though the HTTPHandlerFunc hasn't returned yet!
still in awe that a manager at a small local MSP told me this week that my 8 years of professional IT industry experience were immaterial to lv 2 technician position because i have never worked in an MSP before.
nilix
shared 31 Jul 2026 14:30 +0000
original: j-g00da@donotsta.re
Entropy’s Rotoscope Issue I; new page everyday starting today: https://kamiokan.de/entropysrotoscope/issue1 RSS: https://kamiokan.de/entropysrotoscope/rss.xml Support me on ko-fi: https://ko-fi.com/j_g00da CC0 / Public Domain #unix_surrealism #comic #art #entropysrotoscope #kamiokande

nilix
replied 29 Jul 2026 16:38 +0000
in reply to: https://dorm.social/notes/ap9vf10owo3800jb
nilix
replied 29 Jul 2026 16:31 +0000
in reply to: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/zN4xZmv9N146Qh2ys2
oh and the meetcute is happening in like 2 or 3 pages, i promise
nilix
replied 29 Jul 2026 16:30 +0000
in reply to: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/zN4xZmv9N146Qh2ys2
playing with techniques to add depth. the pencil in particular looks a lot better on device than exported, but again - playing. the limitations of this device make it very fun to experiment with
fuck capitalism. been working myself to the bone for 3 months and have 2 measly days of PTO to show for it, and i have to spend one of them today to give myself a 3 day weekend to recover from a workplace injury...
ive been awake for an hour and a half and i have maybe i should get ready for work >>
nilix
replied 22 Jul 2026 14:46 +0000
in reply to: https://merveilles.town/users/ritualdust/statuses/116964149572612317
nilix
replied 21 Jul 2026 22:25 +0000
in reply to: https://mathstodon.xyz/users/bleuje/statuses/116958593926497539
nilix
replied 21 Jul 2026 14:24 +0000
in reply to: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/DB4L1DCGJ7h2TFKHfM
love being so poor i can't even afford to do a load of laundry! but at least i caught up on my rent x_x
nilix
shared 20 Jul 2026 17:22 +0000
original: neauoire@merveilles.town
People's bio on the fediverse tend have this.. I don't know how else to put it, it reads like Ken in that Barbie movie who says he's really into "beach". What do you DO Ken? Oh I just beach, I'm quite good at beach. Nice to meet you, I'm really into "emacs". Nevermind that, what do you DO? Well, I emacs, what, what do you want for me, I emacs, it's what I do.
so i had a difficult conversation with the (assistant) store manager yesterday, long story short im stuck at poverty wages and i need help. i cant afford food or child support on top of my rent and other bills without additional income. as i have mentioned recently, i am open for development/sysadmin contracts (https://lightcrystal.systems) and i'll also do name your price art commissions (https://wyrm.online/visual_art). donations also welcome 🖤
yeah money is really tight rn, i'll even go name your price on the first 3 art commissions ^^; or if you just like my work whether its my open source projects, dj noise, or the beginnings of polycrisis (page 4 is up btw) and can spare a few bucks please consider donating
waking up on a day off with the house all clean is so nice, i can just... hang out ^^
nilix
replied 14 Jul 2026 15:11 +0000
in reply to: https://mas.to/users/TodePond/statuses/116918958083941533
nilix
shared 14 Jul 2026 15:00 +0000
original: thermia@sk.girlthi.ng
nilix
shared 12 Jul 2026 04:09 +0000
original: prahou@merveilles.town
Cirno and large Glenda https://www.redbubble.com/shop/ap/182153619 #unix_surrealism #cirno #glenda #plan9 #9front

nilix
replied 11 Jul 2026 15:45 +0000
in reply to: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/R43nG54p34jXBb28cC
(only half joking)
lets sing scar symmetry to the children to accelerate the evolution of consciousness





