re: page 5's main panel i suppose its not the anatomy as much as the facial structure and the hair and the lack of a sense of depth in general. in any case that is the main panel i wanna touch up
re: page 5's main panel i suppose its not the anatomy as much as the facial structure and the hair and the lack of a sense of depth in general. in any case that is the main panel i wanna touch up
but like for example i really like how page 6 came out, the flatter shading and use of black on Rena and the overlays contrasts with the lens distortion and textures of the background and the reflected light in her eyes <3
on that note i wanna redo page 5 and some panels here and there on other pages. the anatomy on page 5 is pretty atrocious in particular and while i like the approach of using true black for a "cleaner" look it doesnt work for every scene so i will be alternating between using that and the softer shading/coloring approach i used in the first 3 pages and that i tend to use in my sketches going forward as the composition demands
3 weeks left of grocerymaxxing ><
also page 9 of polycrisis is gonna be soooooo cute, i did the first couple passes of the lineart today ^^
love being an alienated parent
highly recommend it... /s
are there any IT co-ops that are doing alright right now? curious about the business model and viability of the strategy in the current situation... as a solo freelancer it looks pretty bleak all things considered #askFedi
#ryudov2 e2e test 2 complete. everything works although there is a build error in the cursor theme that doesn't affect the variant i actually use in the config :shrug:
some mornings be like that
trying so hard to be a grown ass responsible woman and wait out this month T-T
there is a mosquito infestation inside the co op. i got bit yesterday and again today, on top of seeing quite a few of them. my guess is they bred wherever in the roof there was pooled water (its a notoriously leaky roof that should have been fixed years ago instead of investing millions into the avanyu store but yk...) and after the roof was patched earlier this week they are effectively trapped in the store
#sketchbook
"you're telling me a shrimp fried this rice?"
"with love!"
Does wireworld work in 3d? Yes, I guess it does!
https://wiki.xxiivv.com/site/wireworld
External Attachment:
paying the price of slow disk speeds to avoid thrashing my disk by putting my VM disk image on a usb drive :')
in the middle of ryudov2 e2e tests in a fresh VM
the environment is pretty complete at this point:
- openbox + tint2 (custom forks for the way minimized windows are handled)
- rio-like window management with some shell scripts bound to the root menu
- intuitive keybinds for window management and stuff like volume and brightness control
- st, pcmanfm-qt, surf, and mblaze for the big 4 default apps (mblaze, isync, and msmtp need to be configured by hand for email to work but ofc they do)
- external storage menu with udiskie and openbox pipe menus
- steppenwolf gtk2, gtk3, gtk4, qt5, qt6, and audacious/winamp themes with matching openbox and dmenu themes, and solarized-esque terminal theme (sorry we are darkmode only rn)
- commonality icon theme for that extra retro feel
- pipewire-pulse working out of the box
- a bunch of multimedia stuff, signal, and vivaldi installed by default
- optionally also install a bunch of hacker tools by passing -x to the configure script
- plan9-style user dirs (~/bin, ~/tmp, ~/n, ~/lib)
- a handful of wallpapers created by yours truly
so far i've been enjoying van life. joyful things:
- during my breaks and after work at my stupid day job i can just pop across the parking lot to my van and have my kitchen at my disposal
- bed is spacious despite all appearances; the moonroof and rear windows let in the perfect amount of light in the morning
- my 100W solar panel and 256Wh battery are more than sufficient for my electricity needs (i have a first gen x1 carbon and a remarkable 2 and a midrange android phone and a portable speaker and it's summer in the desert. i know fall/wintertime in cali will not be so kind to my setup but it should be good enough)
- i know which cafes in town have the best internet (shoutout iconik red) and i got a membership to the community center for the shower and sauna while i'm still here for another 5-6 weeks; socialism is pretty cool
and raver iris
#sketchbook
also did a couple in situ self portraits-
here is street dragon
#sketchbook
#polycrisis 01.08
a wild business woman appears!
https://wyrm.online/polycrisis_01
oh i have to pull in the neralie clock shim for the tint2 config still ^^;
ok i still have to find time (and a good connection to abuse) to run this e2e another time but ryudov2 is looking pretty good in my test VM
https://forge.lightcrystal.systems/nilix/ryudov2
i also added an "extended" package list which has a lot of the tools power users and IT professionals might want, based on the package list in @leah's hrmpf project (still need to go over it and remove anything redundant that i didn't catch in my naive pass)
the heel panel on my OTHER boot started coming off now (3 or 4 months after the first which ofc already got cobbled). rude
i just wanna build a beautiful little desktop system but i gotta touch groceries....
we are about 4 or 5 lines of code away from having a fully working ryudov2 setup on top of a fresh void install with just a couple commands and some time spent downloading and compiling
humanity has built the records of FATE by accident: https://ariadne.space/2026/09/01/humanity-has-built-the-records.html
unspecified horror
unspecified horror
She lives in a forest hut with no internet.
Don't believe it.
đ¨ https://revenge.day/art/kupfer
Many thanks to @prahou for allowing me to put your Baby Puffy design on the t-shirt
. Suggestive pose: Character lying on her back with legs raised high, exposing her underwear.
officially moved out! van life engage
mock chicken seitan chunks make amazing vegan gyros x_x
t minus one day, house almost empty ^^
girl who beeps loudly and flushes heat from hidden radiator fins under her skirt
Hello honknet and beyond!
I'm looking to get #fediHired, available for contract work starting in October!
I am a software and systems generalist, having built and worked on all sorts of systems in different types of environments from education to small business to enterprise. I have lots (6 years) of professional experience in .NET, javascript frameworks, TSQL, mongodb, docker, cloud native stuff, etc, and personally I build a lot of stuff in go, C, shell, and vanilla JS, and I have over 15 years experience as a Linux and BSD sysadmin. I can learn new stuff pretty easily especially when I'm hands on!
I'm looking for part time or full time contract work in any kind of #softwareEngineering, #devOps, or #softwareDesign role that is demonstrably not pure evil. Particular areas of interest are resilient distributed systems; accessible, friendly and low footprint user interfaces; and internal tooling/infra/DX. Working on stuff that actually matters like alternative power, food systems, or comms, or anything arts-adjacent would be ideal.
I prefer remote work but am open to relocation.
My CV is at https://wyrm.online/cv
other meals i will opt for a healthy cereal or like a snack plate with fruit and cheese or something that doesnt require cooking
yes i generally cook one well rounded meal like this per day on the tailgate of the g wagon
been cooking vegan lately
this is tofu skin, okra, wood ear mushroom and ginger yakisoba!
#theGalley
finally got a taker for my queen sized futon, now the only big logistical thing left with moving out is mailing my ex her stuff... inb4 she ignores me till the very last minute (she still hasnt told me the new address she and the kiddo moved to or given me an update on putting together the money to ship it... just stellar isnt it)
@d6 mood
Hello honknet and beyond!
I'm looking to get #fediHired, available for contract work starting in October!
I am a software and systems generalist, having built and worked on all sorts of systems in different types of environments from education to small business to enterprise. I have lots (6 years) of professional experience in .NET, javascript frameworks, TSQL, mongodb, docker, cloud native stuff, etc, and personally I build a lot of stuff in go, C, shell, and vanilla JS, and I have over 15 years experience as a Linux and BSD sysadmin. I can learn new stuff pretty easily especially when I'm hands on!
I'm looking for part time or full time contract work in any kind of #softwareEngineering, #devOps, or #softwareDesign role that is demonstrably not pure evil. Particular areas of interest are resilient distributed systems; accessible, friendly and low footprint user interfaces; and internal tooling/infra/DX. Working on stuff that actually matters like alternative power, food systems, or comms, or anything arts-adjacent would be ideal.
I prefer remote work but am open to relocation.
My CV is at https://wyrm.online/cv
@nyx @azureazure @winterklaus when i was a teenager we literally called this "the holy trinity"
The US has declared Autistici/Inventati, an Italian anarchist hacker (in the classic sense of the term) collective, a terrorist organization. https://home.treasury.gov/news/press-releases/sb0616/
But what you really ought to read is this article about A/I's history, and what this means https://cavallette.noblogs.org/2026/08/10083
I'm concerned that the US government is starting to identify decentralized media infrastructure as a threat to its survival. Repost information about this broadly, and if you have media contacts, inform them of counter-narratives; there could come a time where the fediverse, or any decentralized network infrastructure, is a target as well if we don't sound the alarms now.
ă20XX: the war against aiă continues
ok while i was waiting for laundry i added some more stuff to the #ryudov2 repository, we're approaching a usable system here. can't wait till i get some time to get it all wired up and test this end to end
dz: hrt boob stuff
dz: hrt boob stuff
3 years into HRT my boobs are still like, regularly flaring up in growth phases and being like "hi hello we're here wouldn't it feel nice if somebody touched us" when i'm trying to focus on things @_@
@neauoire wooo! welcome back!
but im being a responsible mom and hoarding some child support money despite my personal feelings and the fact that talking to my coparent is like pulling teeth and she hasnt given me any meaningful communication besides "sorry i havent responded, stress- also do you have money for us?" in months (yes part of my travel plans for van life are going back east in the spring and being a part of my kid's life whether she likes it or not)
in particular i cant wait for this grocery wench era to be over. such a huge backlog of actually meaningful work to do T-T
1 week till the lease is up
5 weeks till my termination at the co op
7 weeks till i hit the road
(regarding the storage modules im excited to document everything once i finish moving out of here, the whole liveaboard setup has gotten a lot more refined since i started camping in the G wagon at the start of 2025)
ugh i cleared out a bunch of stuff from the house and while i was at the thrift store i picked up a couple nice bags (a canvas duffel and a backpack) to upgrade the storage modules that were a bit too limiting
tomorrow i clean the bathroom and kitchen really well
but tonight! blade or die!!
@ObsidianUrbex so awesome! glad you're making your dreams come true! looking forward to seeing how you transform the place.
i feel you on the mix of giddy excitement and reluctant workhorse energy, i am in a similar dichotomy rn emptying my house as i gear up for a long overdue van life era
chile seasonnnnn
i got a mushroom and green chile pizza from Bruja's last night and the green chile was so on point. reheating the leftovers now and whooo baby thats some good chile!
@Ashedryden and then i took an underpaid and overworked grocery job to pay rent ofc
@Ashedryden yeah i mean i worked my ass off to pay my rent this year
but at the start of the year when i had just quit WEX and living off savings? i did some of my best work and built dollctl (yes i started it before i quit but the bulk of the work was done after)
then when i started to run out of money my quality of work and ability to focus dropped dramatically
RE https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/Kqp151s25bW1MjWPRP
#np in #theStudio
Miseration - Blueprinted Aeon Collapse
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=YdsXFpy6XDM
@desea @yassie_j unfathomable depths that we are still coming to grips with, how would anyone else understand? we rest in that absurdity...
reminds me of a lyric of a song i have been singing lately:
i swallow
broken glass and poisoned waters
still, i nourish and grow
who am i?
that can carry all this?
who am i?
that can suffice this?
@nyx countless beings are blind migrators living on pure instinct :<
uxn affirmations
uxn affirmations
Your stacks are not leaking
You didn't mix up INC and INC2
You made sure to flip your conditions before refactoring code into a conditional lambda
You cleaned up the return stack before using JMP2r
You are not passing variables on the stack between vector calls
You're using relative pointers imminently after pushing them onto the stack
You are having fun
@neauoire eeek it's so cute :D
wondering why my mobile data is literally dial up speeds since yesterday
check space weather
oh yeah an M-class flare yesterday, checks out
i have to say the prospects of a) not having that much stuff to begin with and b) owning my home visa vis my vehicle are very exciting for someone who absolutely hates the process of clearing out a rental
9 days left before the lease is up - have a schedule for taking advantage of days off work to do the really annoying stuff...
it feels like i JUST did this... the past year went by so fast T-T
@jenniferplusplus hell yes!
hardstyle and noodle :>
ok big progress over half the furniture has been extricated from the house. of the remainder, the big and heavy items are just the futon frame and the 2 cabinets in the spare room... might at least make a run with the cabinets later today after i take some downtime
when u talking about fried wheat gluten but ppl think youre talking about The Enemy
and now i wait...
also i found out yesterday that this house needs the roof to be completely torn apart and redone so, good thing im not staying
once i get her back (hopefully tomorrow or friday) i just have to, essentially, yeet all the furniture from the house, mail my ex wife her clutter, and scrub the bathroom and i will be moved out
today i bring the g wagon to get the hydraulics in the braking system some needed TLC.
honestly i'm surprised none of the boomer clientelle have complained about me to management cause i'm always singing the darkest most fucked up songs on the sales floor
RE: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/8Q928sc6DF22T4W3H2
RE: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/8Q928sc6DF22T4W3H2
@brettm the opacity of reactions and follows is one of my favorite features cause it keeps me from obsessing. i ran a sharkey instance for a while too and it was comparatively a very neurotic experience
oh shit i can't believe i've never sung Prism and Gate at work
RE: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/8Q928sc6DF22T4W3H2
RE: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/8Q928sc6DF22T4W3H2
@brettm i created the repo for honk and its deps primarily to revendor to ensure it can still be built from source but at some point i probably will go in and try to improve interop and UX and stuff (one thing that i have been thinking about lately is the need to manually 'unplug' unresponsive instances)
@angelwood coooool :D
RE: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/8Q928sc6DF22T4W3H2
RE: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/8Q928sc6DF22T4W3H2
@brettm he disappeared from the internet without a word at the start of this year, thats all i know :< i did a bit of digging and wasnt able to find any other information, so i mean who knows but either way i miss him and i carry on his honking legacy ...
if the stuff in this thread https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/VqD2Kg53t46Q2V241Z sounds cool to you please consider donating to my studio so i can pivot from wage slavery to full time artistry sooner than later. i live in a van now so my expenses are light and my goals are feasible
https://lightcrystal.systems/support
JCVI-syn3A, a synthetic cell with 493 genes (452 protein-coding; 41 RNA), is the simplest free living organism known. ~80% of the protein-coding genes are functionally annotated, but we still donât know what the other 20% do (except that removing any of them makes it unviable). Thereâs also a whole-cell kinetic model for ~98% of the enzymatic reactions in the cell.
This is the real frontier of artificial life, not masses of linear algebra over a text modelâŚ
when the technical debt comes due, immediately
RE: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/8Q928sc6DF22T4W3H2
RE: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/8Q928sc6DF22T4W3H2
RIP tedu
they still doing weird shit with mastodon
we still out here
plus i guess user configs for like audacious and gimp, and redist for the cursor theme
the #ryudov2 skel is almost there, i think i just need mimetypes and xdg user dirs?
My common rainbow seed-beaaring iris has been harvested!
#botany #tildeclub
mmmm uninitialized VRAM
why does cumming (as a tgirl) have like 4 different quick time events you have to pass?
The Things We Must Set Free Again And Again
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https://helveticablanc.com/20260818-the-things-we-must-set-free-again-and-again.html
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#helveticablanc
#wormsong
#worm
#sigil
"The season of the Smoke Moon drifts from Tiliardâs roots upward. It rises from the shores of the Catoptric, the pipework of rhizomes and limestone where falling pebbles spark like flint in the reeds. Green witch-flames burp to life on the waterâs surface, both guideposts and hazards to passing riverboats. A blanket of black cloud rolls in from the fields as farmers light the harvestâs detritus."
-- The Works of Vermin
@d6 we do be thinking like that đ
and also there is the piece about how for disaster and weather forecasting and stiff like analytical chemistry there is a legit gap in methods and knowledge that is being filled. with 99% of the cases of mainstream genAI we are not filling a gap- we are creating one by robbing people of their livelihoods and capacity for critical thought and skill acquisition
and the homie Arvind in particular likes to say "but the weather and disaster modelling etc!" and like, yes, the underlying ML tech is basically the same but im not trying to sell you on modern webdev just cause web components exist am i???
other "tech nerds': oh this new model is so cool, it gives such great results!
me: if i cant run it on 15 y/o hardware with 8GB of vram its just exploitationware
RE: https://kolektiva.social/@nogodsnomasters/117114761590039464
RE: https://kolektiva.social/@nogodsnomasters/117114761590039464
yesterday a fellow ex tech worker came up to me at the cafe while i was working on ryudov2 and we started chatting, and we shared this kind of feeling that you have to identify oppression in your life directly and be open enough to the risks to say "fuck no"
i had the additional observation that as someone who had a meteoric rise in my career, transitioned, and then went into poverty while the world falls apart around me, i have a very different relationship to risk, truth, and fulfillment than most, and for example working at the co op i see people of all ages just accepting the oppression of these low wages and gruelling hours while management gets a living wage and plenty of time off and nobody even THINKS to hold the board accountable- i suggested a strike one time and they thought i was joking...
here's a report I wrote in which I rant about my time at a transgender activism conference while slowly losing my mind
https://rebelsandpaper.wordpress.com/2026/08/17/the-boiling-frogs-convention/
I do want to color and clean this set and re-release it but i'm so freaking busy for the next few weeks I figured I'd release it now to gauge interest and open up the possible income stream
hentai enthusiast | https://wyrm.online/hentai.html
finally packing up the homelab to be housed at audrey's place... now the house feels truly empty (although there are still furniture and boxes everywhere) :T
ofc right when i get in the zone i gotta go to work.
ok i'm actually writing the setup scripts for ryudov2, it's happening
curls up in my little stasis pod
beeps at u
we live in the fuckin apocalypse
RE: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/29zbZ2tSGCk4zj345m
RE: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/29zbZ2tSGCk4zj345m
oops i forgot links to conversations require you to be a logged in honker, you have to use the root honk! fixed now
if the stuff in this thread https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/VqD2Kg53t46Q2V241Z sounds cool to you please consider donating to my studio so i can pivot from wage slavery to full time artistry sooner than later. i live in a van now so my expenses are light and my goals are feasible
https://lightcrystal.systems/support