@ObsidianUrbex so awesome! glad you're making your dreams come true! looking forward to seeing how you transform the place.
i feel you on the mix of giddy excitement and reluctant workhorse energy, i am in a similar dichotomy rn emptying my house as i gear up for a long overdue van life era
chile seasonnnnn
i got a mushroom and green chile pizza from Bruja's last night and the green chile was so on point. reheating the leftovers now and whooo baby thats some good chile!
@Ashedryden and then i took an underpaid and overworked grocery job to pay rent ofc
@Ashedryden yeah i mean i worked my ass off to pay my rent this year
but at the start of the year when i had just quit WEX and living off savings? i did some of my best work and built dollctl (yes i started it before i quit but the bulk of the work was done after)
then when i started to run out of money my quality of work and ability to focus dropped dramatically
RE https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/Kqp151s25bW1MjWPRP
#np in #theStudio
Miseration - Blueprinted Aeon Collapse
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=YdsXFpy6XDM
@desea @yassie_j unfathomable depths that we are still coming to grips with, how would anyone else understand? we rest in that absurdity...
reminds me of a lyric of a song i have been singing lately:
i swallow
broken glass and poisoned waters
still, i nourish and grow
who am i?
that can carry all this?
who am i?
that can suffice this?
@nyx countless beings are blind migrators living on pure instinct :<
uxn affirmations
uxn affirmations
Your stacks are not leaking
You didn't mix up INC and INC2
You made sure to flip your conditions before refactoring code into a conditional lambda
You cleaned up the return stack before using JMP2r
You are not passing variables on the stack between vector calls
You're using relative pointers imminently after pushing them onto the stack
You are having fun
@neauoire eeek it's so cute :D
wondering why my mobile data is literally dial up speeds since yesterday
check space weather
oh yeah an M-class flare yesterday, checks out
i have to say the prospects of a) not having that much stuff to begin with and b) owning my home visa vis my vehicle are very exciting for someone who absolutely hates the process of clearing out a rental
9 days left before the lease is up - have a schedule for taking advantage of days off work to do the really annoying stuff...
it feels like i JUST did this... the past year went by so fast T-T
@jenniferplusplus hell yes!
hardstyle and noodle :>
ok big progress over half the furniture has been extricated from the house. of the remainder, the big and heavy items are just the futon frame and the 2 cabinets in the spare room... might at least make a run with the cabinets later today after i take some downtime
when u talking about fried wheat gluten but ppl think youre talking about The Enemy
and now i wait...
also i found out yesterday that this house needs the roof to be completely torn apart and redone so, good thing im not staying
once i get her back (hopefully tomorrow or friday) i just have to, essentially, yeet all the furniture from the house, mail my ex wife her clutter, and scrub the bathroom and i will be moved out
today i bring the g wagon to get the hydraulics in the braking system some needed TLC.
honestly i'm surprised none of the boomer clientelle have complained about me to management cause i'm always singing the darkest most fucked up songs on the sales floor
RE: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/8Q928sc6DF22T4W3H2
RE: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/8Q928sc6DF22T4W3H2
@brettm the opacity of reactions and follows is one of my favorite features cause it keeps me from obsessing. i ran a sharkey instance for a while too and it was comparatively a very neurotic experience
oh shit i can't believe i've never sung Prism and Gate at work
RE: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/8Q928sc6DF22T4W3H2
RE: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/8Q928sc6DF22T4W3H2
@brettm i created the repo for honk and its deps primarily to revendor to ensure it can still be built from source but at some point i probably will go in and try to improve interop and UX and stuff (one thing that i have been thinking about lately is the need to manually 'unplug' unresponsive instances)
@angelwood coooool :D
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RE: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/8Q928sc6DF22T4W3H2
@brettm he disappeared from the internet without a word at the start of this year, thats all i know :< i did a bit of digging and wasnt able to find any other information, so i mean who knows but either way i miss him and i carry on his honking legacy ...
if the stuff in this thread https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/VqD2Kg53t46Q2V241Z sounds cool to you please consider donating to my studio so i can pivot from wage slavery to full time artistry sooner than later. i live in a van now so my expenses are light and my goals are feasible
https://lightcrystal.systems/support
JCVI-syn3A, a synthetic cell with 493 genes (452 protein-coding; 41 RNA), is the simplest free living organism known. ~80% of the protein-coding genes are functionally annotated, but we still don’t know what the other 20% do (except that removing any of them makes it unviable). There’s also a whole-cell kinetic model for ~98% of the enzymatic reactions in the cell.
This is the real frontier of artificial life, not masses of linear algebra over a text model…
when the technical debt comes due, immediately
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RE: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/8Q928sc6DF22T4W3H2
RIP tedu
they still doing weird shit with mastodon
we still out here
plus i guess user configs for like audacious and gimp, and redist for the cursor theme
the #ryudov2 skel is almost there, i think i just need mimetypes and xdg user dirs?
My common rainbow seed-beaaring iris has been harvested!
#botany #tildeclub
mmmm uninitialized VRAM
why does cumming (as a tgirl) have like 4 different quick time events you have to pass?
The Things We Must Set Free Again And Again
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https://helveticablanc.com/20260818-the-things-we-must-set-free-again-and-again.html
—
#helveticablanc
#wormsong
#worm
#sigil
"The season of the Smoke Moon drifts from Tiliard’s roots upward. It rises from the shores of the Catoptric, the pipework of rhizomes and limestone where falling pebbles spark like flint in the reeds. Green witch-flames burp to life on the water’s surface, both guideposts and hazards to passing riverboats. A blanket of black cloud rolls in from the fields as farmers light the harvest’s detritus."
-- The Works of Vermin
@d6 we do be thinking like that 😖
and also there is the piece about how for disaster and weather forecasting and stiff like analytical chemistry there is a legit gap in methods and knowledge that is being filled. with 99% of the cases of mainstream genAI we are not filling a gap- we are creating one by robbing people of their livelihoods and capacity for critical thought and skill acquisition
and the homie Arvind in particular likes to say "but the weather and disaster modelling etc!" and like, yes, the underlying ML tech is basically the same but im not trying to sell you on modern webdev just cause web components exist am i???
other "tech nerds': oh this new model is so cool, it gives such great results!
me: if i cant run it on 15 y/o hardware with 8GB of vram its just exploitationware
RE: https://kolektiva.social/@nogodsnomasters/117114761590039464
RE: https://kolektiva.social/@nogodsnomasters/117114761590039464
yesterday a fellow ex tech worker came up to me at the cafe while i was working on ryudov2 and we started chatting, and we shared this kind of feeling that you have to identify oppression in your life directly and be open enough to the risks to say "fuck no"
i had the additional observation that as someone who had a meteoric rise in my career, transitioned, and then went into poverty while the world falls apart around me, i have a very different relationship to risk, truth, and fulfillment than most, and for example working at the co op i see people of all ages just accepting the oppression of these low wages and gruelling hours while management gets a living wage and plenty of time off and nobody even THINKS to hold the board accountable- i suggested a strike one time and they thought i was joking...
here's a report I wrote in which I rant about my time at a transgender activism conference while slowly losing my mind
https://rebelsandpaper.wordpress.com/2026/08/17/the-boiling-frogs-convention/
I do want to color and clean this set and re-release it but i'm so freaking busy for the next few weeks I figured I'd release it now to gauge interest and open up the possible income stream
hentai enthusiast | https://wyrm.online/hentai.html
finally packing up the homelab to be housed at audrey's place... now the house feels truly empty (although there are still furniture and boxes everywhere) :T
ofc right when i get in the zone i gotta go to work.
ok i'm actually writing the setup scripts for ryudov2, it's happening
curls up in my little stasis pod
beeps at u
we live in the fuckin apocalypse
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RE: https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/29zbZ2tSGCk4zj345m
oops i forgot links to conversations require you to be a logged in honker, you have to use the root honk! fixed now
if the stuff in this thread https://cafe.nilfm.cc/u/nilix/h/VqD2Kg53t46Q2V241Z sounds cool to you please consider donating to my studio so i can pivot from wage slavery to full time artistry sooner than later. i live in a van now so my expenses are light and my goals are feasible
https://lightcrystal.systems/support
and dj stuff:
- new world chaos 9 is taking forever but its going to be awesome. similar to nwc5, it is going to be closer to 2 hours and broken up into phases. genres include: breakcore, industrial, phonk, metalstep, dnb
visual art stuff in the works:
- polycrisis, my slice of life yuri about being a poly transbian in the US. currently at ch1, page 8- meetcute is happening
- i have 3 images of a (shaded but uncolored) hentai set. might add one or two more if i feel inspired. planning on releasing these on patreon soon and continuing to draw more smut.
- i have another graphic novel idea rolling around in my brain, still very early but you will see more character sketches n stuff related to this pop up occasionally
dev stuff being worked on:
- ryudov2: a distribition/addon layer for my desktop environment. still designing but starting to run virtual machine tests. planning on neat stuff like wayback as a first class display server and comprehensive theme generation
- kuro: text editor and shell with 9p and uxn, very slow to build it out but progress _IS_ being made
now that i am not dumping all my income into rent i hope to be able to pivot soon and devote lots more time and energy into this. donations could accelerate that timeline: https://lightcrystal.systems/support
so status update:
- throwing down for pretty important work on g wagon's brakes (last piece of work she needs before she's ready for a full travel season)
- clearing out the house to move out
- hanging on at the co op for as long as i can- best hours adjustment i can get is 4 days a week and not instantly, so its just a tipping point type thing now where im holding out till i feel i can safely quit (and i was going to leave for the west coast to make some important visits happen in october anyway)
- with the move, time theft and exhaustion my art and dev work is slow but never stopped, i have some exciting stuff in the pipeline on all 3 fronts (software, visual, and dj stuff)
robotgirl who gets mild anxiety when she has to bring her mech in for maintenance
@foxysen
ok i said i had 2 drawings to share (i was tired after dinner last nite =w=) but the one i was working on yesterday, ummm... disappeared somehow
anyway this is Maya. She's like if Samus was a black flag waving brat and she's also got psychokinetics (not showcased in this drawing).
#sketchbook
another time id love to camp in tesuque but thats 50% closer to the fire than downtown so id rather not rn :<
sleep quality last night in town was bad enough with all that smoke... the northern hemisphere do just be on fire
i have a couple character drawings to share but i probably will wait till after dinner to boot up my laptop and upload them. currently working on polycrisis page 8. my output has been slow since im prioritizing figuring out the finer points of my new living situation but i am still plugging away here
posted the wagon in tesuque next to the cowboy bar after doin laundry this morning and ive just been drawing and hangin out talkin to peeps. very nice change of pace.
ex wife who suddenly says "actually yknow how u have 100lbs of useless junk from our marriage i would like you to ship all of it to me" after being incommunicado for weeks
neat, the buckman road transfer station takes ewaste now so i dont have to drive all the way to albuquerque today just to dispoae of my lithium ion batteries!!!
ughhh still waiting for my part time schedule at the co op to kick in and juggling all this moving out energy but i can see a positive lifestyle on the other side and im so fucking readyyyyyyyy
what if we kissed under the auspicious shade of the mother of the night?
Trusting-Trust Attack against an Entire Linux Distribution through Binary Manipulation by @zacchiro et al: https://arxiv.org/pdf/2607.24888
few things feel as much like "coming home" as waking up in a steel and glass box on wheels thinking about how i need to try the new esolang
peanut butter and... mango? sandwich
is actually really yummy
anyone who tells you that linux is easy is lying. it’s not easy. it’s complex, sometimes arcane, and comes with very real trade-offs.
what i hope they’re actually trying to communicate is that the trade-offs and complexity can be worth it.
what i want to say is that linux (broadly) is imperfect and infuriating, but also far more free, in very material ways, than anything from a corporate os or platform. it is learnable, and in learning you make the tool you already physically own into something more wholly your own. you will understand it, keep it running, and be able focus on doing the things you actually want to do with it. not as an appliance, but as a tool that you shape into something that meets your needs, not the needs of the corporate owners or the millions of eulas and terms we’ve all agreed to.
your computer can actually work for you, in a way you like, setup for the things it can help you do in your life.
it is not utopian, it has a lot of deep problems in every direction. you will be angry at it. but aren’t you already angry? so far i prefer the trade offs and frustrations of the broad linux world over the more or less helpless rage i feel for apple/ms/google.
its easy to say fuck off ai music to a stranger
it takes courage / stupidity to say fuck off ai music to a friend
Futurism: It Appears That the US Military Accidentally Killed Everybody on Board a Civilian Medevac Flight in New Mexico
"When those lights go out, man, you know you are in big trouble."
"...New bombshell reporting by Wired reveals an incident in which the testing of an experimental GPS jammer resulted in a medical plane crashing into the side of a mountain.
The horrifying incident happened in May, the publication reports, when a small twin-engine medevac aircraft carrying two pilots and two medical workers departed from Roswell, New Mexico. Heading West for the small mountain village of Ruidoso, the crew became the victim of an electronic warfare exercise being conducted at the nearby White Sands Missile Range, a test which rendered their navigational system inoperable...."
https://futurism.com/science-energy/us-military-gps-jamming-signal-medical-flight
#aviation #gps
the flock cams at de vargas center are gone but the huge camera lightpost thing on wheels in the middle of the parking lot is still there :<
@grendel84 grendel invented a machine that turned fake healing crystals into real healing crystals.
Starving millions of Americans to death isn't an unfortunate side effect of GOP economics; it's the intended outcome.
They're trying to "accelerate" societal collapse & violence so they can establish a white ethnostate.
News outlets like @NPR fail us when they overlook this fact.
https://www.npr.org/2026/08/03/nx-s1-5906797/snap-food-stamp-federal-changes-what-to-know
https://theconversation.com/a-field-guide-to-accelerationism-white-supremacist-groups-using-violence-to-spur-race-war-and-create-social-chaos-255699
i drove my van for the first time in 3 months today, she is such a good girl, started right up, engine sounds happy, cooling, steering, brakes are all happy 🥹
Text adaptation of my Software Should Work 2026 keynote
https://andrewkelley.me/post/dont-take-black-pill.html
External Attachment: https://andrewkelley.me/post/dont-take-black-pill.html
the G-Wagon's library is a literal bookbag
I sell Libreboot, and Libreboot accessories: https://minifree.org/
I'm having a discount sale since late July. Discount ends in September. Prices are lower than usual. Also: shiny new website theme. ALSO: Libreboot X280 launched recently.
I'm Libreboot's founder and lead developer; sales fund the project. These computers come with Libreboot preinstalled, which replaces proprietary BIOS/UEFI firmware. Libreboot offers far greater security and freedom to the user compared to proprietary firmware, removing or disabling certain malicious features (e.g. disabling Intel ME).
Libreboot gives you freedom. It's the same argument as using, say, Linux instead of Windows. Libreboot gives you control.
Your choice of Debian Linux, other Linux distro or a BSD
Libreboot is a special distro of coreboot (like how Debian is a Linux distro) that provides nicer features for ease of use, focusing on non-technical users, while also being highly configurable for experts.
Send-in service also available
#polycrisis 01.07
Our girl is feeling a bit anxious...
https://wyrm.online/polycrisis_01
ok i got cheaper insurance on the g wagon than i had before, she's legal to drive
i've got the rest of the month to set her up for liveaboard and get rid of my furniture and set up a new mailing address
my fellow european sibs, here is my unbiased review of w.eu, i mean w.social, i mean wsocial.eu 👍
#eu #wsocial #w #unix_surrealism #mobilek #phone_bad_book_good
to be clear i'm stayin on 20 hours a week cause that's a compromise that, along with the reduction in living expenses living out of the g wagon will entail, comes close to a stable situation
so yeah my plan for the moment is
- keep working on polycrisis
- finish the hentai set im working on and release it for sale/on subscription
- get back on the software train with kuro, underbbs, and ryudov2
any help to make sure i can get the g wagon reinsured and renew the registration for another 2 years (about $300 in upfront costs) before the end of this month would be appreciated <3
https://lightcrystal.systems/support
and fuck the co op, seriously. my back is a mess after 3 months, this one spot on my thigh keeps chafing and getting ingrown hair from the repetitive movement and the supid dress code (cause i cant wear my shorts and i can only wear my dress or skirt so often cause laundry), and i dont have any time to spend with my girlfriends. on top of being broke
my lease is in fact up at the end of this month. so yeah time to make a change
if im gonna be broke regardless id rather be a destitute artist and freelancer living out of my van than work my ass off full time just to afford rent on my house...
in case anyone was wondering how easy it is to deploy a service update with #dollctl
you make a tarball with your executable and accompanying files
you navigate to your host in the sigil UI and click the "sv" tab
you click on the service you're deploying
you upload the tarball
once the upload is complete the service is unpacked, linked, and started in the background automatically
#sysadminDay #stacklessStack
we are so back
oh wow i finally figured out why the websocket connection lifetime on underbbs was so weird. the conn.CloseRead(ctx) call makes sure that the context cancels when the websocket disconnects even though the HTTPHandlerFunc hasn't returned yet!
still in awe that a manager at a small local MSP told me this week that my 8 years of professional IT industry experience were immaterial to lv 2 technician position because i have never worked in an MSP before.
Entropy’s Rotoscope Issue I; new page everyday starting today: https://kamiokan.de/entropysrotoscope/issue1
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CC0 / Public Domain
#unix_surrealism #comic #art #entropysrotoscope #kamiokande
#sketchbook
prototype of a cyborg huntress character, there will probably be more of her
@irisnk i.. i'm not? :o
oh and the meetcute is happening in like 2 or 3 pages, i promise
playing with techniques to add depth. the pencil in particular looks a lot better on device than exported, but again - playing. the limitations of this device make it very fun to experiment with
#polycrisis 01.06
https://wyrm.online/polycrisis_01
fuck capitalism. been working myself to the bone for 3 months and have 2 measly days of PTO to show for it, and i have to spend one of them today to give myself a 3 day weekend to recover from a workplace injury...